Lagi Syedih

Pernah ngerasain gak sih perasaan kayak gini? saking sakitnya, sampe satu kata yang dikeluarin rasanya bahkan lebih sakit dari tonjokan ke perut. Sampe udah gak bisa nangis lagi saking ketahannya.

And yes, i've been crying for a whole day today. Nangis, capek, tidur, bangun, nangis lagi, capek lagi, tidur lagi. Dan terus-terusan kaya gitu seharian ini. 

Maybe, this kind of shit feeling happens to everyone, but i never expected that i would feel it, too, from the person i trust the most for my whole life. I really feel so glad that i have someone who will calm me down every time i feel like everything is falling down, but too bad, he lives so far away from Indonesia.

He says "It's fine to tell me when you're sad. I care. But you dont have to tell me why if you dont want to. As long as you are safe" .. <3 (anyways, ini blog nya gabisa munculin gambar hati gitu ya?)

Sekarang, yang gue rasain adalah, gue harus raih mimpi gue sendiri, Bener-bener sendiri, gak ada yang bisa gue andalkan selain diri gue pribadi. Uang, tenaga, otak, apapun, gue perjuangin sendiri. Karena gue udah dewasa, gue gak bisa seenak jidat ngandelin orang lain buat bantu gapai mimpi gue. Sedih :(, i want to be young anymore, yang blm kenal cita-cita, yang belum kenal susahnya cari uang, yang taunya cuma minta duit buat jajan donat seribu perak.

(ps: gue nulis ini sambil dengerin lagu Sam Smit - Writing's On The Wall. Lagi sedih, denger lagu gituan, klop emang gue)

Oh iyaaa, barusan gue buangin semua kertas impian gue yang gue kira bisa gue capai dengan sedikit bantuan orang lain. Pas gue tau gue harus berjuang semuanya sendiri, jadilah gue cabut-cabutin dan buangin ke tong sampah, karena takutnya malah jadi beban di gue dan akhirnya gue gila kalo gak bisa gue penuhin semuanya.

:(

Chord Lagu Kesukaan

Selamat pagiii...

  Hai, blog hampir 2 minggu blog gue kosong. Berhubung gue baru bikin blog, alhasil gue sempet lupa kalo gue punya blog. Warbiasah! 

Hari ini, 14 April 2016, nyokap tercinta gue ulangtahun yang ke........sebut saja masih muda. Nah, gue seneng banget nyanyiin lagu Maher Zain - Number One For Me ke nyokap. Karena menurut gue, lagu itu menggambarkan gue banget, "mom i've grown up now, it's a brand new day, i'd like to put a smile on your face everyday". hehehehe...

Nah, gue mau berbagi chord lagu tersebut. Yuk capcus...

Judul   : Number One For Me
Album  : Single 2013

Maher Zain - Number One For Me

Intro: C Am F G x2

C Am
i was a foolish little child
F
crazy things i used to do
G
and all the pain i put you through
C
mama now i’m here for you

Am
for all the times i made you cry
F
the days i told you lies
G
now it’s time for you to rise
C
for all the things you sacrificed

**
C Am
oh, if i could turn back time rewind
F
if i could make it undone
G
i swear that i would
C
i would make it up to you

C
mum i’m all grown up now
Am
it’s a brand new day
F G
i’d like to put a smile on your face every day
C
mum i’m all grown up now
Am
and it’s not too late
F G
i’d like to put a smile on your face every day

C Am
and now i finally understand
F
your famous line
G
about the day i’d face in time
C
’cause now i’ve got a child of mine

Am
and even though i was so bad
F
i’ve learned so much from you
G
now i’m trying to do it too
C
love my kid the way you do

Repeat * and **

C Am
you know you are the number one for me
F G
you know you are the number one for me
C Am
you know you are the number one for me
F G
oh, oh, number one for me

Dm G
there’s no one in this world that can take your place
C F
oh, i’m sorry for ever taking you for granted, ooh
Dm G
i will use every chance i get
C F
to make you smile, whenever i’m around you
Dm G
now i will try to love you like you love me
F C
only god knows how much you mean to me 

Blog Pertamaaaa

Halooo,,,

Ini pertama kalinya gue bikin blog. Sering banget baca blog orang-orang tentang banyak hal, dari mulai tips kecantikan, sampai tips masak yang benar. Nah, berhubung gue baru gabung, jadilah gue memutuskan untuk membuat tema diary. Hehehhe...


Untuk perkenalan awal, gue mau ngasih tau kalo gue adalah seorang guru bahasa Inggris, Iya, gak nyambung sama kuliah gue di jurnalistik emang, Huft,

Nah, salah satu alasan gue bikin blog adalah.....................karena gue seneng nulis.

Gue lahir di Bekasi (Planet Bekasi), pada 16 Januari 1995. Iya, ulang tahun gue udah lewat jauh. Gue berumur 21 tahun, lumayan gak ketuaan deh ya untuk seorang guru yg udah mulai padet ngajar di 3 tempat; ELP, Primagama, sama SMA Teratai Putih Global.

Curhatan pertama gue sampe sini aja ya. Nanti gue lanjutin lagi karena masih ada yg harus diurus.
sekian,

-Alin